Thank You Universe/ I forgive myself

I have been slightly unemployed and by this I mean that I have some work. However not enough to pay all my bills on time.

So as they say I put it out in the universe. And the universe answered, with various forms of work. So it does work.

Now I have to really understand what I want and here is the kicker. Not be afraid of getting my needs met. I think so many times we say we want something, then those thoughts appear (you know the ones). Those what ifs'; what if I a not good enough, what if I can't handle the work, what if I am too old. Whatever you fears are this is what is holding us back. Not the universe.

So I suppose I have fear of getting what I really want. If this all sounds really confusing it is because I am confused. There I said it, now to get unconfused.

The fact is our thoughts aren't always true, being as according to scientists we have 60,thousand thoughts a day and that i nly during the waking hours. So they an't all be right.

Dark Humor Is Funny

I love when life is just so obvious and yet we don't see it. Like absolutely now. I am so not in the mood to write and yet here I am boring myself so I can post this on my BLOG. I have nothing to say, but then nobody is reading this except me.

This started out as a piece on humor and it is so not funny. So rather than bore any poor unsuspecting sole who might stumble onto this, I will stop.

Out of Work and Very Happy

So it was Christmas and I got fired. It was a part time job and which I didn't enjoy. So I guess I kinda fired myself.
So I am out looking for work. Or am I? I really don't want just a "job-job", you know the kind I mean. You there, you do the work however it doesn't mean much to you.
So I am taking a chance and looking for jobs that I like, whether I am qualified or not. I have just decided to believe in myself.

I will let you know how it goes.