ARE YOU FEELING A CHANGE IS COMING

Maybe it is just the weather or just my life. I feel like there is a real change about to take place.

What am I talking about? Well that is just the problem,I don't know.It is just a sense that the world or me or both is at a turning point.You see I feel I have lost a direction to go in life and so has the world.And both of us are going to evolve or de-evolve.

I am seeing this going to require much more thinking,although maybe it is actually the thinking that is the problem.

Be in the moment, is harder done than said.

I see my dog happily sleeping on the bed and know she is in the moment.Is that why they (and I don't know who they are) say "It is a dogs life"?

Am I rambling? Yes.Have I come to an answer? What was the question? I don't think so.

Although I do know an answer will always point to another question. So it is a Circle Game.

I do know this most people in this world want the same thing. A roof over our heads, food and water, clothing and family(blood related or otherwise) and our health.Everything else is just stuff.And it seem we are currently so focused on the stuff and how to get it or keep others from getting it,we have lost sight of just what life is about.

So a change is a coming (the pendulum can only swing so far and then it must swing back) and we will all see what that brings.

So I have again just cracked the door to a never ending search?

I Just Have to Stay Positive

I choose to look behind the curtain.
I keep seeing people complaining about how things are so bad.And not realizing the more you talk up the bad,the worse it gets.
Whatever you put energy into only grows.
I have been told I am looking through rose colored glasses,or not looking at reality.

I do not think we actually know what reality is all about.
We have been looking at life as something to conquer.Maybe it is time we look at it differently.
Why is it so easy for us to believe that the outward circumstances can effect us.Yet we refuse to even consider how we inwardly have created those circumstances.

Nexted time your waiting in line at Starbucks,just watch the thoughts that are passing through your mind.What kind of trip are you taking yourself on?Are those thoughts making you look at life as something positive or negitive?
Do you think that effects how You see the world?

The Heart Of The Matter

I have been very stressed lately.Appearently I did not know how much. I actually made my heart do some really wierd things and ended up spending some time in the hospital.

Now I didn't have a heart attack,but my heart was beating very irregularly,yet basically I felt fine.
They checked me out and thier was no physical reason for it.So it was the conclusion it was mental.

Now here is my thinking,if I can do this to myself by just thinking unconciously.What more positive things could I do thinking conciously.

See I now know this is possible,but why am I so afraid to take the steps to affect my life positivly.

We are evolving wether we like it or not.So how can we become more concious and use
this to make life better for all.

Sleep Is Very Important

My friend had a friend staying with her for a few days.And well she didn't get much sleep. Anyway she asked me if I would go to the Home Depot(caverness wharehouse building/hardware store) for various items. Well I had forgotten about her sleep depravation (her not remembering where she parked her car should have been a clue) until we started driving.At least she wasn't trying to use her cell phone and I am alive to write the tale.

We wandered around and found nothing she wanted(I not sure she wanted anything ) other than to tell me how her less than perfect weekend went.Sometime we just need to vent.
And she did buy us lunch at a great Japanese restaurant.

Which brings me to the fact that it is good to alive.

I Am Learning So Much About Energy

I am constantly amazed at how life works. I have been meditating a great deal lately,because I have an attitude problem about money.
I want money,but also fear money.Actually it is not the money I fear as much as me with money.I am talking the big bucks.

I am really exploring this issue. Because money represents so many different things to people.
I am allowing myself to accept my true worth,in a monetary fashion.
I know it is all about energy and I am really working to understand my preceptions reguarding this concept.
To not be judgmental of myself having or not having.

Also this goes along with how I see the universe and how I access energy.I have been a great deal and I believe we are just starting to see that we really don't know how the universe works.

And especially how we work and how we use our energy and how that affects our lives and the lives of others.

Life is wonderful,and I am determined to understand,how to understand the wonder.

Now is that vague enough now I have a great many thoughts bouncing around and I just am not clear.
I will work on my clarity and be back.

Land Of The Lost

All I wanted to do was get DSL.How hard could this be?
Let me see.I started at 7am and finished at3pm.

What took so long you ask?I have no clue.SBC told me I must call Microsoft.And when I got to micrsoft they said I need a "special technician"who would call me between 3 &4 and cost me $35.

Well somewhere inbetween the problem somehow corrected itself and when I spoke to the technition,all was well.

He was a very nice guy and gave me some "how to keep your computer healthy" tips and refunded my $35.Which I was not expecting.Anyway that was my day.So just remember lots of deep breaths and meditate.

Trying to do an online business

I used to think I was a pretty good sales person.So how hard could an online business be? Well let me tell you,PT Barnum would love internet sales.Hype,Hype Hype and lots of hot air.I mean there are good people out there and good product.But we have all lost trust,in so many ways.

It seems either we trust nobody or we go to the darkside and lie to get what we want.
I personally am not going to the darkside to make a buck.So there.

Are we so materialistic that we just don't care about people anymore.Sure I want make money.I believe you can sell a quality product at a fair price and still make money.
So how does anyone else feel or am I completely naive .

Life Is Always Moving

I have been wondering a great deal lately,how do we create our lives.I personally believe thoughts are things.So how we think creates how we see life.

Life does not stand still even when we think we have everything in a neat little package.
Something happens to change things,how we view this change makes all the difference in
how we view the world.

Do you believe thoughts are things?Are you aware of your pattern of thinking?